Happy 1 Year Anniversary, boys
We had a good run
((This blog has become a huge source of embarrassment for me.
Sure, it started a lot of things and got people into the fandom and it was one of the first askblogs, but to me it’s just something I want to forget it ever happened. Not a day goes by that I’m not reminded of my failure as an artist and a writer that I could possibly fall into something so ugly and cliche.
This blog is the butt of a lot of jokes, and when anyone wants to point out what a bad fandom this is, they point to this blog. People I admire tell me they used to dislike me because of this blog, and that is so heart-wrenching that I could not stand myself for a long time. I usually look past something like that, but when it was a majority of my friends, I couldn’t ignore it. When people mention it I get embarrassed and nauseous. It makes me so ill I want to disappear.
I’ve tried to turn this blog around, but have failed. Every month I update in a hope that I can get it rolling again, go in a better direction. Every month I give up because it’s impossible.
I’ve tried to give the blog away, but no one will take it. I understand why.
I used to have fun, but now I’m ostracized and I’m very sensitive to it.
Please do not remember me this way.))
Well I mean he’s a really nice guy when he wants to be
I just want him to be himself, I guess…
He’s being a little antisocial right now so I guess it’s just me tonight